Assalamualaikum.
2 hari lepas telah berlaku detik2 menyedihkan dalam diri aku. sebenarnya xde lah sedih sangat sebab aku mmg dari kecil belajar cara2 redha dan bersyukur.
so semasa ex aku mintak clash aku just terfikir bende bende ni:
1. aku xlayak kerana dia ingin lelaki yg hampir kepada kesempurnaan.
2. percintaan jarak jauh yang memerlukan kepercayaan dan kesetiaan yg tidak dipatuhi.
3. terburu2 untuk mendapatkan kebahagian.
4. tidak menghargai yang sedikit sebaliknya mencari yang lebih banyak.
5. cinta hanya kerana ingin mengisi kesunyian.
ok.. aku dah redha dengan apa yg berlaku walaupun aku terasa aku sedikit terluka.. yelah. aku seorang lelaki yang mempunyai ego tetapi aku telah meletakkan ego aku ke paras yang paling bawah...
doa aku untuk dia semoga bakal pakwe dia dekat2, semoga dia bahagia, x sunyi dan menghargai apa yang ada disisi.
live ur life well.. semoga awak berbahagia.. doakan kebahagiaan saya,
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Monday, March 28, 2011
OUCHHHH... thts really hurts.
for the first time ever in a relationship, my hearts bleed this much..
i've to cross a smile over my face infront of my friends while bloods drop from my heart.
this deep scar i really dont think it will heal for the mean time.
i dont think that i still can to stand up straight and pretending nothing happen.
this give me so much pain.
my heartbeat increase to the limit where i think the blood pressure gonna burst out through my brain..
i really put my trust on you but it do broken.
i dont know if you feel it or not.
coz i never give a damn to you.
i never go hang out with a girls like you did coz ill find it hurt when it happen to me.
you should keep ur words even you have to get cut ur throat.
i do gone for a while and i just think of you on that time.
where is loyalty??
can u describe what is loyalty?
i sacrifice my thought just to get to know you.
i sacrifice my ego just to make u happy.
and two days im gone without words you did to me this much.
im doing my only one hobby..
you know what. i really dont have money for this week...
how much im suffer to hold myself just to eat bread while im hungry
i've to put myself such a low just to beg some money.
and u did scarred my heart.
just becoz u feel lonely without anyone including me.
just because u think of urself.
urself are more important than this damn relation.
you really dont think about me.
am i a person to you?
ist okay if im gone and u didnt mad at me?
are you my girlfriend?
why did u lie to me?
why did u go out to have ur own happiness?
what am i to you?
ohhhh this scar give me so much pain and stress of thinking.
a boyfriend will get mad if u only talk with other guy..
coz its our instinct
to protect what ours
to hold our thing
and what u did to me really make my thought of u changed.
i really mean it. even ill look like nothing happen, like i forgot all the thing, like its just a wind blows.
i really hurts right now....
and what i really dissapointed is you said it before that u will never go out with that damn scooter boy..... and what u did. u broke ur words..
u said its okay and nothing happen. what happened is u did go out with that scoot guy and its really not ok.!!
im going to give u more chance coz i know what a person
person will never hold their words. they careless, they are selfish.
but i just have to put more trust on you. coz i do love you.
sorry for being a lack boyfriend for you..
some quotes...
“I would prefer even to fail with honor than to win by cheating”
“The first and worst of all frauds is to cheat one's self. All sin is easy after that.”
You are my ground and you are my rainbow.
You are my butterfly and you are my ecstasy.
You are the start of my journeys and always my destination.
You are my home - the place to which I always return.
im sorry that i cant change u from making my heart hurts.
sincere,
apekchan
i've to cross a smile over my face infront of my friends while bloods drop from my heart.
this deep scar i really dont think it will heal for the mean time.
i dont think that i still can to stand up straight and pretending nothing happen.
this give me so much pain.
my heartbeat increase to the limit where i think the blood pressure gonna burst out through my brain..
i really put my trust on you but it do broken.
i dont know if you feel it or not.
coz i never give a damn to you.
i never go hang out with a girls like you did coz ill find it hurt when it happen to me.
you should keep ur words even you have to get cut ur throat.
i do gone for a while and i just think of you on that time.
where is loyalty??
can u describe what is loyalty?
i sacrifice my thought just to get to know you.
i sacrifice my ego just to make u happy.
and two days im gone without words you did to me this much.
im doing my only one hobby..
you know what. i really dont have money for this week...
how much im suffer to hold myself just to eat bread while im hungry
i've to put myself such a low just to beg some money.
and u did scarred my heart.
just becoz u feel lonely without anyone including me.
just because u think of urself.
urself are more important than this damn relation.
you really dont think about me.
am i a person to you?
ist okay if im gone and u didnt mad at me?
are you my girlfriend?
why did u lie to me?
why did u go out to have ur own happiness?
what am i to you?
ohhhh this scar give me so much pain and stress of thinking.
a boyfriend will get mad if u only talk with other guy..
coz its our instinct
to protect what ours
to hold our thing
and what u did to me really make my thought of u changed.
i really mean it. even ill look like nothing happen, like i forgot all the thing, like its just a wind blows.
i really hurts right now....
and what i really dissapointed is you said it before that u will never go out with that damn scooter boy..... and what u did. u broke ur words..
u said its okay and nothing happen. what happened is u did go out with that scoot guy and its really not ok.!!
im going to give u more chance coz i know what a person
person will never hold their words. they careless, they are selfish.
but i just have to put more trust on you. coz i do love you.
sorry for being a lack boyfriend for you..
some quotes...
“I would prefer even to fail with honor than to win by cheating”
“The first and worst of all frauds is to cheat one's self. All sin is easy after that.”
You are my ground and you are my rainbow.
You are my butterfly and you are my ecstasy.
You are the start of my journeys and always my destination.
You are my home - the place to which I always return.
im sorry that i cant change u from making my heart hurts.
sincere,
apekchan
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Lama X Hangout.
tadi aku, acap, wong zaaim dan kadok went out for some business..haha
what is it?? we were gone for karaoke, getting hair cut and some fresh air either being stuck on this fuckin hut. other than that, we full our stomach with mcd shaker.haha.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Apekchan Bukan Lah Superman.
HAHA.. tajuk je dah cam F. yup aku mmg bukan clark kent. haha. Ape yg dimaksud kan aku ngn superman nie?? superman kan kuat. so die xkan menangis. sbb hati die xkan luka.. tapi ape kene mengena ngn superman?? haha..
aku ni hanya lah manusia biasa. yg sentiasa merindui sesuatu yg dihargai. lately, agak susah bg aku. aku nye DIARI aka Blog nie dah terkantoi sbb kesilapan aku sendiri. so banyak lah rahsia aku yg dah menjadi senjata untuk membahan aku..haha AYAT NAK EMO JE KAN.
ok. pasal miss A..
18 november 2010
Before aku balik ke penang untuk menyambung study setelah habis cuti raya, kitorang singgah lepak ngn hamezan @ mijan. aku, acap, wong, arep, mijan and WHO??? haha rahsia. Tp sume yg lepak ni semua dah tahu. haha. :) Miss A lah. sape lagi.
aku act dah rancang nak gerak pagi, dalam kol 10. tapi mama aku pergi buat kelas tambahan tuk anak2 murid die yg nak STPM. so aku terpaksa tunggu mama balik. die balik akhirnya tp pukol?? haha. pukol 1. haha. mmg lari dari ape yg aku plan. pastu ayah aku buat hal plak. sampai2 ke station komuter (KTM) pukul 2.30. and akhirnya sampai dalam kol 4...
acap ngan wong dah puas shopping sbb tunggu aku ni lame sangat.
lepas tiba mid valley aku ngn pelancong dari kerteh gi la makan pizza hut....ah wong sumpah hot sial.. haha. cam rain pon ade.haha
lepas kitorang habis makan, arep pon sampai. then kitorang g lepak kondo mijan (AVENUE USJ). bermalam kat kondo babe.. bukan motel.haha berangan lah aku seperti anak dato yang mempunyai kondo sendiri..hakhak... sewa kondo tu rm 2.5 K.. haha
malam acap, wong, arep and lysa g open house kat @ khadijah hassan.
haha.. aku x g tapi g swimming ngn mijan..hahaa. seronok gile..
dengar citer arep dan isteri menarik muka masing2 atas dasar cemburu..hahaa...
then lepas swimming aku g makan ngn mijan and terus contact Miss A. sebab acap suh aku and mijan amek Miss A. aku call die time makan.eheh.. tnye die camne plan. aku tnye dah siap lom? die jawab dah.. die kate die pakai tshirt bodoh and jean. aku cakap lah aku ondaway.tp sbnrnye aku baru makan separuh pinggan.haha. die tunggu lah.
lepas aku n mijan habis makan kitorang gerak ke seksyen 7.haha tmpat Miss A. ade jem sikit kat simpang nak masuk seksyen 1. lepas sampai aku call die and aku bgtau die yg aku ade masalah.hah
aku cakap yg aku and mijan tersilap masuk high way johor baru and terpaksa keluar kat kajang.hahaa.. die percaya. comel lah..haha padahal aku kat bawah tunggu die.werk:)
die turun cari2 pastu marah2 sebab tipu die.. comel doe..haha. first time lepak ngn miss A. tapi aku x berapa nerves sbb mybe aku dah ready for this time kot. hahaa.
malam tue aku mmg happy giler. and aku x berhenti berborak ngn die..hehe. even die xde feeling kat aku tapi aku juz nak sweet moment with her.
kitorang decide g pool. aku tahu Miss A konferm bosan. tapi sbb nak tunggu acap so die terpaksa follow. aku main pool dah lah NOOB SHIT.. kalah je keje and macam2 bende lawak aku buat kat meje pool tu... yes aku kalah 1-3 ngn mijan. malu aku sbb depan Miss A aku xdapat nk tunjukkan ape2 kelebihan.. and then diorang sampai.. aku dapat ah duduk jap ngn Miss A..
aku ambil kesempatan nie nak menatap wajah die sepuas2 nye. sumpah. bile kene ade eye contact je aku rase nerves.tu yg aku alih kan pandangan. tp aku try gak buat eye contact bnyak2... miss that time..huh. and she's the most beautiful girl on earth on that day. dari first aku jumpe die time amek kat seksyen 7 sampai teman die naik flat die. die still comel and cute, lawa sume lah.haha.
and then? haha acap the trouble maker duduk and bergossip. die bgtau Miss A pasal feeling aku..hahaa. tp dalam bentuk2 hint. die sja buat aku segan depan Miss A.. hahha.. aku tersenyap kejap akibat segan. dari senyuman aku yg melirik sempurna kini seperti kerang busukk.haha
tapi aku still nak borak2 ngn die. aku pon curi peluang time diorang take turn main pool. and i like her make her funny face.. there are too many. aku xdapat nak describe camne... ohh.. aku rindu lah kat die.
lpas tu kitorang gerak g warung sbbb diorang nak nengok bola... team faveret aku plak.hahaa.. tapi football and girl yg aku ske aku pilih girl tu..haha. ak x nengok, juz nengok highlight je. and selebihnye aku nengok muke miss a, aku bukan pervert.. juz aku ske nengok muka die.. korang tatau.. cute bile nengok Miss A dari dekat. time tu plak hujan. mmg romantic kalau die tu girtlfriend aku time tu.. aku tunggu die tp acap dah cabut awal2 masuk kete..die sje nak tngok nengok ape reaction aku.. aku tunggu miss A and die lari jugak masuk kete while aku kt behind die.
lepas tu die dah penat, and mintak kitorang antar die balik seksyen 7.. aku rase sedih sikit lah. sbb rase moment tu sekejap. jek. then g jumpe ucup kejap kat seksyen bape tah, lepas tu balik umah die.. akak die suh antar die naik tingkat 4. aku ngn acap antar die.. erm.
sekarang aku dah ade kat penang and acap ngn arep bahan aku x henti2, hahaha.. sedap weh kene bahan..tapi tu lah moment aku paling precious ngn miss A.... sumpah aku miss die. and die juz ske aku as friend.. start from tht moment aku mmg nak try anggap die as my best friend but bukan senang dari ape yg kita fikir.... tapi aku percaya yg aku akan heal sikit bila masa berlalu meninggalkan jasad aku. semoga aku dapat lupekan die.. and this precious moment aku akan hargai sampai akhir hayat. and aku dah totally give up ngn hati aku.
sorry heart. you must forget her so that you will not hurt, but cry as much as you want coz it is hard.
yg ikhlas,
Apekchan~
aku ni hanya lah manusia biasa. yg sentiasa merindui sesuatu yg dihargai. lately, agak susah bg aku. aku nye DIARI aka Blog nie dah terkantoi sbb kesilapan aku sendiri. so banyak lah rahsia aku yg dah menjadi senjata untuk membahan aku..haha AYAT NAK EMO JE KAN.
ok. pasal miss A..
18 november 2010
Before aku balik ke penang untuk menyambung study setelah habis cuti raya, kitorang singgah lepak ngn hamezan @ mijan. aku, acap, wong, arep, mijan and WHO??? haha rahsia. Tp sume yg lepak ni semua dah tahu. haha. :) Miss A lah. sape lagi.
aku act dah rancang nak gerak pagi, dalam kol 10. tapi mama aku pergi buat kelas tambahan tuk anak2 murid die yg nak STPM. so aku terpaksa tunggu mama balik. die balik akhirnya tp pukol?? haha. pukol 1. haha. mmg lari dari ape yg aku plan. pastu ayah aku buat hal plak. sampai2 ke station komuter (KTM) pukul 2.30. and akhirnya sampai dalam kol 4...
acap ngan wong dah puas shopping sbb tunggu aku ni lame sangat.
lepas tiba mid valley aku ngn pelancong dari kerteh gi la makan pizza hut....ah wong sumpah hot sial.. haha. cam rain pon ade.haha
lepas kitorang habis makan, arep pon sampai. then kitorang g lepak kondo mijan (AVENUE USJ). bermalam kat kondo babe.. bukan motel.haha berangan lah aku seperti anak dato yang mempunyai kondo sendiri..hakhak... sewa kondo tu rm 2.5 K.. haha
malam acap, wong, arep and lysa g open house kat @ khadijah hassan.
haha.. aku x g tapi g swimming ngn mijan..hahaa. seronok gile..
dengar citer arep dan isteri menarik muka masing2 atas dasar cemburu..hahaa...
then lepas swimming aku g makan ngn mijan and terus contact Miss A. sebab acap suh aku and mijan amek Miss A. aku call die time makan.eheh.. tnye die camne plan. aku tnye dah siap lom? die jawab dah.. die kate die pakai tshirt bodoh and jean. aku cakap lah aku ondaway.tp sbnrnye aku baru makan separuh pinggan.haha. die tunggu lah.
lepas aku n mijan habis makan kitorang gerak ke seksyen 7.haha tmpat Miss A. ade jem sikit kat simpang nak masuk seksyen 1. lepas sampai aku call die and aku bgtau die yg aku ade masalah.hah
aku cakap yg aku and mijan tersilap masuk high way johor baru and terpaksa keluar kat kajang.hahaa.. die percaya. comel lah..haha padahal aku kat bawah tunggu die.werk:)
die turun cari2 pastu marah2 sebab tipu die.. comel doe..haha. first time lepak ngn miss A. tapi aku x berapa nerves sbb mybe aku dah ready for this time kot. hahaa.
malam tue aku mmg happy giler. and aku x berhenti berborak ngn die..hehe. even die xde feeling kat aku tapi aku juz nak sweet moment with her.
kitorang decide g pool. aku tahu Miss A konferm bosan. tapi sbb nak tunggu acap so die terpaksa follow. aku main pool dah lah NOOB SHIT.. kalah je keje and macam2 bende lawak aku buat kat meje pool tu... yes aku kalah 1-3 ngn mijan. malu aku sbb depan Miss A aku xdapat nk tunjukkan ape2 kelebihan.. and then diorang sampai.. aku dapat ah duduk jap ngn Miss A..
aku ambil kesempatan nie nak menatap wajah die sepuas2 nye. sumpah. bile kene ade eye contact je aku rase nerves.tu yg aku alih kan pandangan. tp aku try gak buat eye contact bnyak2... miss that time..huh. and she's the most beautiful girl on earth on that day. dari first aku jumpe die time amek kat seksyen 7 sampai teman die naik flat die. die still comel and cute, lawa sume lah.haha.
and then? haha acap the trouble maker duduk and bergossip. die bgtau Miss A pasal feeling aku..hahaa. tp dalam bentuk2 hint. die sja buat aku segan depan Miss A.. hahha.. aku tersenyap kejap akibat segan. dari senyuman aku yg melirik sempurna kini seperti kerang busukk.haha
tapi aku still nak borak2 ngn die. aku pon curi peluang time diorang take turn main pool. and i like her make her funny face.. there are too many. aku xdapat nak describe camne... ohh.. aku rindu lah kat die.
lpas tu kitorang gerak g warung sbbb diorang nak nengok bola... team faveret aku plak.hahaa.. tapi football and girl yg aku ske aku pilih girl tu..haha. ak x nengok, juz nengok highlight je. and selebihnye aku nengok muke miss a, aku bukan pervert.. juz aku ske nengok muka die.. korang tatau.. cute bile nengok Miss A dari dekat. time tu plak hujan. mmg romantic kalau die tu girtlfriend aku time tu.. aku tunggu die tp acap dah cabut awal2 masuk kete..die sje nak tngok nengok ape reaction aku.. aku tunggu miss A and die lari jugak masuk kete while aku kt behind die.
lepas tu die dah penat, and mintak kitorang antar die balik seksyen 7.. aku rase sedih sikit lah. sbb rase moment tu sekejap. jek. then g jumpe ucup kejap kat seksyen bape tah, lepas tu balik umah die.. akak die suh antar die naik tingkat 4. aku ngn acap antar die.. erm.
sekarang aku dah ade kat penang and acap ngn arep bahan aku x henti2, hahaha.. sedap weh kene bahan..tapi tu lah moment aku paling precious ngn miss A.... sumpah aku miss die. and die juz ske aku as friend.. start from tht moment aku mmg nak try anggap die as my best friend but bukan senang dari ape yg kita fikir.... tapi aku percaya yg aku akan heal sikit bila masa berlalu meninggalkan jasad aku. semoga aku dapat lupekan die.. and this precious moment aku akan hargai sampai akhir hayat. and aku dah totally give up ngn hati aku.
sorry heart. you must forget her so that you will not hurt, but cry as much as you want coz it is hard.
yg ikhlas,
Apekchan~
some of memories.
kat pizza hut,acap and wong^^
dari kiri mijan, acap, arep, wong.
tempat: tepi mid valley
air pancut.
aku time kat pizza.
ni panorama dari kondo mijan.
sorry Miss A nya pic takdak sbb nnt kantoi lah..haha
kat pizza hut,acap and wong^^
dari kiri mijan, acap, arep, wong.tempat: tepi mid valley
air pancut.
aku time kat pizza.
ni panorama dari kondo mijan.sorry Miss A nya pic takdak sbb nnt kantoi lah..haha
salam~
Friday, September 17, 2010
cerita raya
assalamualaikum.
selamat hari raya u all!!
entry kali ni nak citer pasal raya. raya kali ni kurang meriah. aku x rasa sangat semangat syawal thun nie.
malam raya~
tahun nie, first raya telah jatuh kat rumah atuk belah mama..heheee kesian mama. susah nak dapat chance raya belah die. tp bile aku semakin dewasa aku dapat rase betapa gembira mama aku sambut first syawal kat umah die..alhamdulillah. hehee. padan muka ayah. sape suh tnye anak nk raya kat mana dulu. sbb anak2 dah dewasa, sume dapat rasa kesedihan mama. so sume sepakat decide umah belah mama....hehe tapi. ayah aku saja buat2 lambat nk gerak ke kampung.. first2 decide gerak rabu malam gerak tapi ayah bengang kot, jd die saje gerak malam jumaat... sampai rumah atuk terus tidur. penat kot.. aku dah la duduk ngn sume bagage kat sit belakang.. huh.. sempit ouh. sakit tulang belulang nie.
hari raya pertama.
off coz, raya pertama nie paling meriah kan, tp x bg family aku. kitorang xde session maaf maafan. sbb suma bz nk sediakan juadah nasi beryani gam... mmg bz. dengan adik sedara aku yg hiper tu. nk jaga die lagi. dah macam ape tah, lincah x ingat. pastu kami sume makan seisi keluarga.. selepas tu atuk aku sempat buat tahlil arwah. alhamdulillah. ini raya yg kedua xde nenek kesayangan aku. ok. pastu kami g solat sunat hari raya. imamnya dah tua. 78 tahun umurnya. jd semasa solat hari raya berlangsung die telah terlupa angkat takbir rakaat kedua. die terus baca "subhanallah walhamdulillah wala ila haillallah wallahuakbar, wala haulawala kuwata billahil ali'ilazim" lepas tu sume jemaah sound " subhanallah" jd die ulang balik ayat tu. padahal jemaah sound psl takbir die.. sampai menangis imam tu dalam sembahyang.. kesian. pastu ada dalam 5 minit kene sound atuk aku terus kuat kan "bismillah hirahmanirrahim" suruh imam tu terus kan dengan alfatihah. jadi atuk aku dah selamat kan imam tu... alhamdulillah.
inilah haji mohd noor. atuk aku.
raya keempat kelima keenam semua biasa je.
thats all untuk raya nie.. selamat hari raya and maaf kalau ade silap dan salah..
selamat hari raya u all!!
entry kali ni nak citer pasal raya. raya kali ni kurang meriah. aku x rasa sangat semangat syawal thun nie.
malam raya~
tahun nie, first raya telah jatuh kat rumah atuk belah mama..heheee kesian mama. susah nak dapat chance raya belah die. tp bile aku semakin dewasa aku dapat rase betapa gembira mama aku sambut first syawal kat umah die..alhamdulillah. hehee. padan muka ayah. sape suh tnye anak nk raya kat mana dulu. sbb anak2 dah dewasa, sume dapat rasa kesedihan mama. so sume sepakat decide umah belah mama....hehe tapi. ayah aku saja buat2 lambat nk gerak ke kampung.. first2 decide gerak rabu malam gerak tapi ayah bengang kot, jd die saje gerak malam jumaat... sampai rumah atuk terus tidur. penat kot.. aku dah la duduk ngn sume bagage kat sit belakang.. huh.. sempit ouh. sakit tulang belulang nie.
hari raya pertama.
off coz, raya pertama nie paling meriah kan, tp x bg family aku. kitorang xde session maaf maafan. sbb suma bz nk sediakan juadah nasi beryani gam... mmg bz. dengan adik sedara aku yg hiper tu. nk jaga die lagi. dah macam ape tah, lincah x ingat. pastu kami sume makan seisi keluarga.. selepas tu atuk aku sempat buat tahlil arwah. alhamdulillah. ini raya yg kedua xde nenek kesayangan aku. ok. pastu kami g solat sunat hari raya. imamnya dah tua. 78 tahun umurnya. jd semasa solat hari raya berlangsung die telah terlupa angkat takbir rakaat kedua. die terus baca "subhanallah walhamdulillah wala ila haillallah wallahuakbar, wala haulawala kuwata billahil ali'ilazim" lepas tu sume jemaah sound " subhanallah" jd die ulang balik ayat tu. padahal jemaah sound psl takbir die.. sampai menangis imam tu dalam sembahyang.. kesian. pastu ada dalam 5 minit kene sound atuk aku terus kuat kan "bismillah hirahmanirrahim" suruh imam tu terus kan dengan alfatihah. jadi atuk aku dah selamat kan imam tu... alhamdulillah.
inilah haji mohd noor. atuk aku.pastu selesai sesi solat. kami terus beraya ke rumah sanak saudara belah mama..
hari raya kedua~
pada pukul 3.00 pm kitorang gerak ke JB. beraya lah kat rumah tok teh. sebab rumah nenek xde org. so gi jb lu rya umah atok sedara.. pastu kitorang g rumah tok busu, tok busu ni muke die macam nenek aku sbb die adik nenek aku.. aku jumpe die terus rasa cam nak menangis. happy pon ade sebab muka dia macam nenek aku. macam teringat kat nenek aku.. aku xde pic nenek aku :(.. tok mak abg rindu giler. semoga allah tempatkan tok mak dikalangan org yg dijamin syurga.amin
hari raya ketiga~
xde bende yag menarik pon nak bgtau korang, aku sampai kampung kota tinggi terus lepak. x wat pape. main komputer and salam tetamu tuk duit raya. gossip2 pon ade.heheh
hari raya keempat~
lepak lagi. Kami sekeluarga bergerak ke JB pada petangnye, pastu kitorang g umah pakcik aku kat JB. uncle izam. anak uncle aku ni mmg lah ikut perangai uncle aku. sebiji2..
paling kelakar lepas amek gambar raya. ade ke die boleh cakap xde gambr abah pon, sebab abah die gelap sikit kat pic tu..hahaa
nina qistina~ ^^
hari raya kedua~
pada pukul 3.00 pm kitorang gerak ke JB. beraya lah kat rumah tok teh. sebab rumah nenek xde org. so gi jb lu rya umah atok sedara.. pastu kitorang g rumah tok busu, tok busu ni muke die macam nenek aku sbb die adik nenek aku.. aku jumpe die terus rasa cam nak menangis. happy pon ade sebab muka dia macam nenek aku. macam teringat kat nenek aku.. aku xde pic nenek aku :(.. tok mak abg rindu giler. semoga allah tempatkan tok mak dikalangan org yg dijamin syurga.amin
hari raya ketiga~
xde bende yag menarik pon nak bgtau korang, aku sampai kampung kota tinggi terus lepak. x wat pape. main komputer and salam tetamu tuk duit raya. gossip2 pon ade.heheh
hari raya keempat~
lepak lagi. Kami sekeluarga bergerak ke JB pada petangnye, pastu kitorang g umah pakcik aku kat JB. uncle izam. anak uncle aku ni mmg lah ikut perangai uncle aku. sebiji2..
paling kelakar lepas amek gambar raya. ade ke die boleh cakap xde gambr abah pon, sebab abah die gelap sikit kat pic tu..hahaa
nina qistina~ ^^thats all untuk raya nie.. selamat hari raya and maaf kalau ade silap dan salah..
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Some Pic And Quotes
yes it is hurt like hell.. even our love is one side of love.
im waiting for this moment for the rest of my life.
i do love you.
The Right Moment
If we take a few moments to look back over our lives One might recall one single moment that changed us completely. The event that shook one to their core and altered the course of one's life...One special time when a realizion occurred that there was more meaning to life that had ever been considered. A moment where everything else paled, and by comparison faded. A particular person who opened the world and gave a meaning of one's own existence. For me that moment, that someone, was you. You are the one who changed everything. The one who changed me. You are my moment that I was waiting for. My life has meaning, feeling, and love. I have a reason for awakening in the morning, for coming home at night. I feel whole, it feels right and I am grateful to the co-incidences or moment that caused our fateful meeting. As long as it is my power, I will continue to maintain the love we have developed, and respect the moment that occurred, that changed my life. -apekchan. |
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